"i'm feeling very dull...i didn't accomplish much last month. although i finally was able to pay for a
new black classic ipod 160 gb in terms of art, maybe this month will be different?
regardless, my family is having a lovely dear from japan for two weeks. i'm enjoying his visit immensely-- even as today is only the second. he's brought some light to this summer's haze.
I was listening to some older NIN songs; i'm going to be seeing the mammoth again in concert on the 7th in CT (!!!)
undeniably the highlight- the sun spot- of this summer. but yeah, the older songs- i was listening to Down In It and retrospectively... it's how i feel about life right now. i don't feel the same way about things anymore. it's like my perspective changes and twists while i'm working. i don't really get to see my friends or get out a lot. it makes me feel dull. i hope when school starts, i can feel alive again.
kinda like a cloud i was up, way up in the sky.
and i was feeling some feelings you wouldn't believe.
sometimes i don't believe them myself and i decided i was never coming down.
just then a tiny little dot caught my eye.
it was just about too small to see.
but i watched it way too long.
it was pulling me down.
i was up above it.
i was up above it.
now i'm down in it
shut up.
so what, what does it matter now.
i was swimming in the haze now i crawl on the ground.
and everything i never liked about you is kind of seeping into me.
i try to laugh about it now, but isn't it funny how everything works out.
"i guess the joke's on me," she said.
i used to have something inside.
now just this hole it's open wide.
i used to want it all.
i used to be somebody.
i'll cross my heart and hope to die.
but the needle's already in my eye.
and all the world's weight is on my back and i don't even know why.
what i used to think was me is just a fading memory.
i looked him right in the eye and said "goodbye."
d o w n . i n . i t .. N I N
Devious Comments
i kinda feel the same way sometimes but i don't think going back to school is gonna help i'm getting tired of the ol' mville i need to be free.
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:: what's the matter with me? ::
well zitaaa you get to graduate soon! one more year and you'll be freeee
free in the world of work bwaaaaah XD
noes noes, we'll all be happy at mville.... we'll be happy eating late at 11:59 bwahhh
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